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	SD! : Web boards : Off Topic : "proper uses of a highlighter." 1 2 3 proper uses of a highlighter. (28) Moved from Ritual Fri 24 Aug 07, 7:49 AM 815-769-878 US, 17 mths my Master had me shove two highlighters up my ass. i was fairly new to the concept, so i shoved them in with the tip sticking out of my anus. i have a very stubborn asshole. so it hurt just to put in one highlighter. but i carried on and finally managed to shove the second one in. face wet with tears, i called my Master, as He had instructed. He asked me if i knew why He had asked me to do so. i replied that it was to train my ass. He told me, no. one marker is to represent that i don't care what you think, and the second one means don't you forget it. even though i was in tears, i had to obey. He gave me orders to sleep on the floor, on my back. it was painful, but I had to obey. then, it hurt too much to the point that i took one marker out. I knew that it was disobeying, but there is only so much physical pain that i can take. i hadn't slept for days, and i was constantly crying. the following week, i went to my Master's house, and He instructed me to remove the markers so He could fuck me. i was honest, and told Him that the pain became intolerable so i removed one. Master was in a good mood that day, so He let it go. but He still wanted me to remove the marker. I reached for it and had found that it all had disappeared into my ass. i could no longer feel the tip of the marker. i tried to get it out, but since i had put it in with the tip facing out, i could not get a grip. Master had tried to help me get it out, but it left me crying so hard. He gave up and said to try and shit it out. that method proved to be more successful. after cleaning myself up, my Master was waiting outside the door for me. He hugged me, telling me that He really does care for me. at first, i never understood the concept that a Master can care for his slave. but now i've come to learn that such is necessary. if a Master did not care, the slave could be fatally injured. i'm thankful for my caring master, even though i know that i will eventually have to shove more markers up my ass. at least this time i know that i need to shove them in tip first so i can take them out much easier. Proudly Owned and Trained by Abacus. 24 Aug 07, 10:25 AM BaseOne UK, 2 yrs 815-769-878 wrote: IMPROPER uses of a highlighter. there is only so much physical pain that i can take. i hadn't slept for days, and i was constantly crying. the following week, i went to my Master's house, and He instructed me to remove the markers so He could fuck me. Sorry Miss, but you have just shown me that your master ( with small "m" ) does not care for your safety. Left in for a week, you idiot. -- Yes, i don't mince my words. Apart from the fact that he was totally irresponsible, and so were you, and chemical leakage could seriously damage you. Your "ass" has to be SLOWLY prepared and stretched, and not done in one swift blow, otherwise you could lose you muscle useage, and have to wear a colostomy bag for the rest of your life...... due to permanent damage inflicted on you by your master who has no concept of what damage he could do to you. http://www.medterms.com/script/main/art.asp?arti... Submission is pleasurable, and NOT weeks of pain. -- so Review your thoughts on this so called "wonderful careing man" !!!!!!!- - NOT. AND - Ditch him. BaseOne. 24 Aug 07, 7:17 PM 631-535-398 US, 2 yrs Y! i read this and it sent up some major red flags so i read your other previous posts. At first i wasn't sure if you were for real because this seems such a unsafe thing to do. From reading your previous posts i think you are certainly for real, and if so BE CAREFUL!!!!! Several things you have posted about have sent up warnings and flags in my mind. 1. That your Master doesn't allow you to cry 2. That while you live on your own you are expected to carry out your own punishments on yourself 3. That you did this with the two markers for that long! The major problem with three isn't sticking something up your ass. It's the fact that a marker is unsafe precisely because it can get stuck in there. Anything that can go all the way in without some bit sticking out that can't go in is unsafe. Not to mention the chemicals in such a thing. And to put two up there when you are not stretched, with no supervision and to keep them in for a long period of time is unsafe. A butt plug or something sterile and that can fit in the ass without getting lost in there would be much better. There is a difference between punishment and unsafety. That sounds like that crossed the line. Please be careful. you are valuable! If not to your Master then to someone else who would love to own someone willing to be a slave. The person who you entrust your life to though HAS TO be careful with that. If They aren't then They don't deserve a pet fish, much less a dependant, vulnerable slave. If i misreading this then i sincerely apologize to you and your Master. But if not, please think carefuly about your relationship and yourself. If you have a freind who knows about this your M/s and is kink-aware and tolerant, maybe you can bounce some things off of them and see if they see any danger in your activities. i know when you love somoeone it's hard to be objective, that's why i bring that up. Please don't take this the wrong way, i am just concerned for your safety. slave giolla (feel free to memo me privately if you want) Love bites, love bleeds. It's bringing me to my knees. 24 Aug 07, 10:37 PM 815-769-878 US, 17 mths Master and i are new to the 24/7 D/s. as stupid as an excuse this may sound, He didn't know. so i take what happened as a learning experience NOT to use a marker. W/we've discussed it and have decided that He's going to use toys that are meant for this type of training, anal beads to be precise, and then dildo's if i can handle it. i will also make sure He reads your replies, so He too can be aware of the damage He could have caused. i appreciate your guy's concern, especially since i would definitely not want a colostomy bag for the rest of my life. another concern of mine is when He instructs me not to urinate for an extended period of time, like, i can only urinate twice a week. granted, if the urge to urinate is too strong, i'm allowed to do so, but it would not follow punishment. i can usually hold off for two days, but three is just intolerable. it makes me completely jittery at the sound of water. i've discussed it partially with my Master, but i'd like to know your input. Proudly Owned and Trained by Abacus. 24 Aug 07, 10:52 PM Abacus US, 17 mths Hi, I'm the idiot that screwed up. Since that happened, I actually went and read a lot on this, and you all are right -- I basically was a complete moron. I don't think I actually have any more ways to say I'm sorry to her for putting her at risk like that. I'm a teensey bit annoyed with her for putting this up after everyone involved basically concluded I have the brains of a squirrel on meth, but it doesn't change the fact that you all are right and I messed up. There are some things I can say in my defense, but this isn't the time and place for that. So sorry to her, and it's not osmething I'm gonna do again. 24 Aug 07, 11:04 PM 862-203-011 AU, 23 mths 815-769-878 wrote: another concern of mine is when He instructs me not to urinate for an extended period of time, like, i can only urinate twice a week. granted, if the urge to urinate is too strong, i'm allowed to do so, but it would not follow punishment. i can usually hold off for two days, but three is just intolerable. it makes me completely jittery at the sound of water. i've discussed it partially with my Master, but i'd like to know your input. May one suggest this is as unsafe as the other episode. Urine when produced in the body is relatively sterile, it has just been passed through you kidneys, which are a very efficient filtration system. Keeping it in the bladder is much more problematic. It leads to cystitis and bladder infections. You will know when you have one of those. The first will make going to the toilet a very painful, burning sensation. The other will start with pain in the kidneys and culminate with the passing of blood in the urine. The body was designed to use plenty water and passing urine as a flushing system. Just like a toilet. Master's piece 24 Aug 07, 11:10 PM aonarach UK, 19 mths 815-769-878 wrote: ... i can only urinate twice a week. granted, if the urge to urinate is too strong, i'm allowed to do so, but it would not follow punishment. i can usually hold off for two days, but three is just intolerable. ... but i'd like to know your input. I sincerely hope this is a joke. Forcing people (particular girls as their urinary tracts are more prone to infection) to hold in urine is VERY dangerous... it can lead to long term bladder problems, recurring UTIs, cystitis, chronic kidney and bladder infections; it is basically really REALLY bad for you! Once in a while, and i mean very occasionally, being refused permission to go for like an hour or so is probably okay, but only being allowed to go TWICE A WEEK?! It's absurd and dangerous. I mean no disrespect to you or your master, but surely D/s 'games' like this (and the highlighter/anal thing) should be investigated thouroughly before he subjects you to them, not afterwards? Learning from mistakes is all well and good, but it's not his health he's risking. Please, PLEASE, take care of yourself. - edit to add: agreeing with previous poster; you'll know about it if you get cystitis. It's not pleasant. *c* "You're the magic that holds the sky up from the ground." Edited 24 Aug 07, 11:13 PM by aonarach 24 Aug 07, 11:17 PM Abacus US, 17 mths We've actually been talking about this since she made the post; she told me she didn't think she could handle it and after you two I kicked them completely. 24 Aug 07, 11:41 PM 862-203-011 AU, 23 mths One did not for a minute think you had the brains of a "squirrel on meth". Just that maybe the squirrel was a little drunk on power Master's piece 25 Aug 07, 12:10 AM 631-535-398 US, 2 yrs Y! 862-203-011 wrote: One did not for a minute think you had the brains of a "squirrel on meth". Just that maybe the squirrel was a little drunk on power LOL exactly what my Master and i were thinking. It takes a big man though to be able to stand up to the fact that He was wrong and be willing to learn and go on. So on that congrats. Here's an idea, anything to do with bodily functions that You think about making Your slave do, make her research on the internet first. she could check here, and on medical sites and so on, and tell you the possible complications, risks and ways to go about doing something. There are ways to play that are less risky than others, just a knowledge of what is being done in necessary first. slave giolla Love bites, love bleeds. It's bringing me to my knees. 25 Aug 07, 12:45 AM tangie US(MI), 6 yrs Uh, sorry but the issue I have with this post isn't one of "what were you thinking" but (and please excuse the vernacular), how the hell did you go for a week without going poop? You didn't eat? The anal muscles are constantly contracting, so you'd have felt the need to 'go'. How did you overcome that? I'm not inexperienced in this--lord, I've had kids and every conceivable test and operation that left my colon common knowledge to the universe-at-large, but I can't imagine something as long as a marker staying in one's rectum on it's own for any length of time. Barbara, the baffled Learning is not childs play; there can be no growth without pain~ Aristotle Next page