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	SD! : Web boards : Service : "learning to crave things you don't like...." 1 2 3 4 learning to crave things you don't like.... (35) Mon 28 Jan 08, 9:01 PM 296-036-452 AT, 10 mths  Miss Julie makes me eat up my cum whenever She allows me to masturbate. I really didn't like it at first, but lately I have learned to crave it because it is a gift from Miss Julie and I know that it pleases her. Have any of you had a similar experience? As I am fairly new to this lifestyle, I would be glad if some of you could share some experiences you had. I would also appreciate any other ideas or advice about how I could serve Miss Julie better. I know that this very much depends on the Master's/Mistress' preferences, but Miss Julie wanted me to ask for advice and She told me that She would pick the ideas She liked. Thanks for your help, Miss Julie's slave 29 Jan 08, 6:38 AM Slave_Jane07 US(NV), 15 mths  Maybe not the same thing. But I absolutly dispise giving head. My Master does not push this because of past experiences. However I have found that my fantasies are including giving head. I think more so because I know it would please him. It wasn't really a thing for me cause as I said I do not like it, but it was more to please him and that made me feel good about it. ~~jane 29 Jan 08, 9:11 AM Mistress_Tiara UK, 23 mths  My boy has found this happens a lot too, especially with physical acts- he starts off dreading something, then eventually learns to love it because he has grown to love the submission the act shows. he loves to please Me with his submission and knows that the acts he finds hard are so much more submissive. Its become a regular thing, I cant think of many physical acts where this hasn't happened Mistress Tiara ~ *Mistress Tiara* 29 Jan 08, 2:58 PM luna_lux US, 11 mths  it's definitely an ongoing war in myself between not wanting to do the things I Don't Like, and wanting to be pushed on them, equally as much. i think that's the nature of taboo and edgeplay. interestingly, this came up in a discussion with my dominant recently. some of the things i don't want to do may *not* have originally been something he wanted himself, but the idea of pushing me on them can make it something he then wants as a result. what becomes fetishized isn't the act itself, but the control and force of it. 30 Jan 08, 4:56 AM daddyscherry US, 2 yrs  i try to train myself into enjoying having someone go down on me, i really don't like it at all (HATE IT), but know that i will be asked to be in the receiving position at times when we attend swingers' clubs...i am expected to just accept it, but i have been trying to learn to enjoy it....this last time, although i dont dig it still, and it is more a tease than any kind of satisfaction, i actually was able to enjoy it to a point. Sooo it must be working on some level. 30 Jan 08, 11:43 AM OwnedByChartreuse 10 mths  This may well be a common thing with slaves but i absolutely LOVE to do anything that pleases my Mistress and i LOVE anything She does to me. Even things i don't like and would not choose to do, even things i have always refused to do and would NOT do for anyone else. If it pleases my Mistress i love it and desire to do it for Her i am Her property Edited 1 Feb 08, 6:47 PM by OwnedByChartreuse 30 Jan 08, 1:10 PM 890-876-591 UK, 15 mths  As far as things that i've started to like that i didn't before goes, i am becoming quite the little exhibitionist slut, Sir says, where the thought of having ANY of my clothes removed publically (even jumpers) used to turn me into a nervous wreck (i have some real issues with my body, like a lot of people, despite Sir's assurances that i'm not fat...). Now when Sir takes off my clothes it's a major effort not to jump Him and attempt to force some kind of sexual act out of Him - which isn't very good behaviour for a sub He took off my dressing gown (i was naked underneath)in the kitchen when all of O/our housemates were in the next room, and the reaction to it was so strong it was really hard to maintain any self control... *blush* On a related note, i often find myself fantasising about things i don't think i'd actually be able to handle, and Sir pushes me to let Him do it. despite being really anxious about it to start off with, i always really enjoy it and am grateful that He made me do it His girl and proud of it 30 Jan 08, 11:02 PM kaleah US, 10 mths  This is something that I am still dealing w/h now.My first experience was when Master commanded that I masterbate for him.In my past that was something that I had always viewed as personal and had done only in private.And it was something that I was very embarresed and afraid to do in front of Master.The first few times I couldn't relax or be verbal or even juice for him.I remember my heart racing and I had to keep my eyes closed the entire time! Now I can relax and I am working on being more verbal during and I even make a bit of eye contact.I am aware now that I should NEVER be embarresed or afraid to preform for Master.And that my only objective is to be pleasing for him.In time it will only get easier.Just relax and remember your resposibility is to be pleasing and NOTHING else matters. *~kaleah~* 3 Feb 08, 2:13 AM dorothy US, 11 mths  This slave has learned to enjoy what Master enjoys - like anal play. Now i love it. When slave was allowed to get her nipples pierced, Master was surprised at how quickly she lifted her shirt for the piercing -- slave was still pretty shy. Master's new 'push' is to teach his sub to cry for Him. Slave cannot usually cry with tears, and Master wants this new thing to happen for Him. Being a slave is wonderful when you are pushing the boundaries for your Master! His property, His body, His mind. 3 Feb 08, 2:24 AM bitchboy_x UK, 10 mths  OwnedByChartreuse wrote: This may well be a common thing with slaves but i absolutely LOVE to do anything that pleases my Mistress and i LOVE anything She does to me. Even things i don't like and would not choose to do, even things i have always refused to do and would NOT do for anyone else. If it pleases my Mistress i love it and desire to do it for Her if the things we do as subs please us then whats the point of being commanded to do them, i worship my Mistress and beg for her commands 3 Feb 08, 2:44 AM MasterMatt84 CA, 10 mths  i only just joined and so MasterMatt84 is letting me post on His profile with His permission... The point is that you find joy in all and any tasks given to you by your Master/Mistress. It may be easy, it may be difficult, but the point is that you should complete any task with the utmost respect and submission in order to please your Master/Mistress. i, personally, find it more rewarding to complete a task that is difficult, but i try hrd to relish each task, whether i like it or not. Next page