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	SD! : Web boards : IE Theory : "Being fully open in Enslavement" 1 2 3 4 Being fully open in Enslavement (39) 11 Apr 08, 10:20 PM Rogers_Deb0rah UK, 7 yrs To explain injections/vaccinations to my girls I would tell them about the little soldiers that would ride in on the wave and be there to make sure that when the horrible virus/illness,infection army would try and attack they would fend them off heroically. They also got hot doing it and with all the warfare going on, they naturally got very hot, hence the temperature. I actually still stick to that one. I also like the "notme" fairy who visits our house and makes regular appearances, as when I ask who did it or whose is it I always hear "notme" I have often been tempted top write a todd;ers book on the "notme" fairy, followed by her friends "wasntme" and ididntdoit". In Ms terms maybe the fairy would be called the "thatsnotfairfairy" Debs xx "Woman in her greatest perfection was made to serve and obey man." John Knox 11 Apr 08, 10:56 PM Dragons_princess US(TX), 10 mths i think it was so cute and sweet and i so thought ompaloompas 12 Apr 08, 5:08 AM LunaChick US(MD), 5 yrs In the beginning I told Michael that if He was going to ask what I was thinking He needed to be prepared for some odd answers! Like the OP, I don't ever lie to Michael. One afternoon while lying in bed drifting He asked me what I was thinking. At that moment I was thinking about a more user friendly mattress cover which wouldn't slide off quite so easily during vigorous use. I thought He was going to pee Himself He laughed so hard. I live to entertain Him! liza 12 Apr 08, 5:24 AM Masters_LittleKitten US(TX), 23 mths Yes, well at times i ask some rather odd questions..for example. Do you see the little white spots floating down from the sky? do you think there is energy lines running around the earth that people can tap in to when there low on energy? i am sure i have asked other questions but those are the ones i can think of at the moment. Master's Kitten 12 Apr 08, 12:19 PM Mistress_Tiara UK, 2 yrs little_linnet wrote: His favorite thing to tease me about is the car trip when I was earnestly talking about some other thing, interrupted myself to say "Oooooo daffodils!" as they flashed by us on the side of the highway and then switched back to my original topic without skipping a beat. He says it's "ADD at its finest". (He even had to explain why he was laughing so hard. I really didn't understand that other people can't *do* that.) Krista Oh Im like this constantly - I choose to think of it as embracing the wonders of life around Me. Im the sort of person who is simply delighted by a butterfly or a pretty flower much in the manner of a three year old. Dont even get Me started on rainbows.... ~ *Mistress Tiara* 12 Apr 08, 2:18 PM 779-061-353 US(NY), 9 mths Y! *grins* this girl is that way too.. her particular distraction is wating rain or snow fall... normally people need to really do something if she is watching it because she gets lost in its falling written kneeling at His feet, leash frimly in place 12 Apr 08, 2:27 PM 520-621-669 US(NC), 18 mths Y! Being open is extrememly hard for me. I fear that I will be misunderstood and judged. This adding to fear that Master will be displeased or worse, will no longer want this slave. This is an ongoing challenge and I am struggling with it. I will I could just rattle of whatever is in my head......occasionally I am able to do this while writing for Master. Master might be amused if I were able to just let go with the silly stuff, but I struggle with the important information. I get so lost in my own head that I find it impossible to verbalize ANY information. I battle insecurity and fears that come and go like the tide. Master is so very patient and understanding. I frustrate him a great deal, and that hurts me deeply. Master has told me I can come to him with anything (that is powerful medicine). I have no reason to fear Master. He is calm and rational and wise. Though he often tells me that he is NOT a mind reader, somehow very often he "just knows". That is a bit scarey but comforting at the same time. I can only assume that it is natural to gain some ground and then loose some back or retreat a while. Learning, healing, and recovery. I guess it is a slow process, but the reward will be worth the effort. Master can ask me the simplest question..and I freeze and cannot form words at all. Then I become angry and upset with myself and shut down even more. I am so afraid of what Master may think of the answer. Is it the correct answer? Will it be disappointing to Master? What does Master wish to hear?? I want to please Master so badly...I want to give the "right" answer. I am working on this as well, Master wants MY answer from me. I just cant seem to get this through my head or past the fear of "exposing myself". I guess there are some things that can't be "fixed" overnight. Growth and improvement has been made, there is such a long way to go. I am so afraid that I will displease Master or anger him (RIGHT now I can see this is irrational, but 5 minutes the shadows may grip me again). One problem I have is that my brain runs around and jumps so fast that I cant actually process when things are happening. By time Master asks me what I am thinking I have had 6 more thoughts and cant remember ANY of them.....he ends up waiting and getting the "blank stare/open mouth/glazed over eyes" as I try to ponder what and how to answer. Any advice on what I am to do or what could help me communicate more effecitively with Master? (I do journal and blog as able and send emails so that does help some....but our face to face time is precious and I get overwhelmed feeling I have too much to talk about. AND not wanting to waste his time with my jumbled rambles when he has more important things to do or address, or more fun lol). YEP ADD sucks in my book. I also have this horrible issue with spacing out when conversations turns painful (brining up past issues). It is Master's right to know and this slave is required to be completely open. Master is to have total access to this slave's head and thoughts...even the "bad places". Master has worked very hard and put much effort into his slave. I guess looking back...Master has brought this slave a long way. I just want to be the best slave I possibly can for Master. He deserves the best. It is comforting to know that others have fast and flighty thoughts also. I have many moments deep in thought. Sometimes I sit back and laugh and wonder...just where the hell did THAT come from! Does anyone have and advice or tips on how to get over "lock-jaw"? This is what Master and I call it when I clam up and shut down. The words are there, I just cant say them! (TEARS at this point) I hate frustrating Master and I feel I am hurting him and disappointing him. Master always knows just what to say in any situation. Unless I am MAD my thoughts just stay stuck and tucked away inside. (When MAD everything comes out..but NOT in a good way VBG). Sometimes I am so afraid that I am pulling away or pushing Master away. Master seems to recognize this and stands fast. This slave is blessed to be owned by such a Master. Please forgive this slave for the near endless ramble. When thoughts come and I am able to spit them out...sometimes I cant stop LOL. Hope everyone has a safe weekend!!! "i am Master's property. i am owned by Him. my purpose is to bring my Master pleasure and do as he commands. my master protects His property and insures His slave's needs are met. my every action and thought are focused on my Master and His pleasure or desire. yes Master, thank You Master." Edited 12 Apr 08, 2:34 PM by 520-621-669 13 Apr 08, 2:00 AM 100-279-228 US, 2 yrs little_linnet wrote: His favorite thing to tease me about is the car trip when I was earnestly talking about some other thing, interrupted myself to say "Oooooo daffodils!" as they flashed by us on the side of the highway and then switched back to my original topic without skipping a beat. He says it's "ADD at its finest". (He even had to explain why he was laughing so hard. I really didn't understand that other people can't *do* that.) Krista Guilty of the same. Master laughs every time it happens. I will tell him of my day while in the car and see a crane or interesting flowers and say "oh look at the whatever it is" then continue with the story of my day. So, other people can and do do that :D i am so glad others are remarking about the little girl within. i honestly felt a bit silly because i am child-like at times. I was never able to be me totally until i met Master. I am so blessed to have such a wonderful Master! jackie 13 Apr 08, 3:11 AM DomMaster 12 mths LOL. Little people, the wonders of a creative mind. That was cute sasha. 13 Apr 08, 4:26 AM Da_Wolfs_bunnie US(TN), 10 mths Y! bunnie laughed so hard when she came across this thread. she just had to drag Master over. "See, see, bunnie is not weird!!! looks like EVERYONE does the same thing! Even the daffodils (or bunnies or birds or... well Y/you get the point LOL)." One of the most dreaded questioning times for bunnie is during the afterglow. Master always will ask His girl what is on her mind. she feels so awful when she is forced to conceed that she is thinking about how much the grass has grown, how pretty the flowers look, what is the weather in China, if the garden fairies have sprinkled their dust around enough...oh yeah, how good Master is in bed! He will say, "at least I'm in there somewhere!" then bust out laughing! Master, too, wants His girl to start writing again. Life got in the way and bunnie stopped writing. Thank you for starting this thread! Master Da Wolf reads and pre-approves all of His girl's posts. Only through slavery can a girl be free! Next page