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	SD! : Web boards : The Slave Register : "Upon the death of a slave" 1 2 Upon the death of a slave (18) 1 Aug 08, 8:38 PM little_linnet US, 3 yrs I'm so sorry for your loss. Krista So we are not supposed to write about our own experiences on the basis that it might make someone else feel inadequate? Sorry, but bollocks! 2 Aug 08, 6:18 AM 662-935-655 US, 2 yrs My heart is with you - i grieve with Thee, literally, having lost my Master, some 8 + mos. back. i've noted in another thread Someone Else - or maybe it was You - also talking about the death of a slave. i almost wish that could be a topic here. i am finding after 8 mos. it's harder than it was at the start - i guess i was still in shock/numb. Losing the counterpart in an M/s relationship i think totally STINKS from the highest Heavens and the Lowest Earth, personally. There's no cliche to make it better, i know. i hate it. Keeping going has been hard from me, but i had vowed i wouldn't harm myself and other things as to never serving another - stuff i've talked about. But as it gets harder in some ways, it gets easier in other - i don't know what will help You in your process and on Your journey But i do believe that Your slave would want You to try to make the best you can of Your life - even if only to honor her at first. That's what i'm doing anyways. Getting up in the morning is the worst for me And finding S/someone - in my case His mom - who will let You talk about Your memories of Her and not push You to move on before Your time, S/someone who will let You cry if You need to - and i know it's okay for a Master to cry, i've seen mine do it and respected Him the more for it. If you don't have someone to talk to and You wish to talk to someone in the same process, i would be willing to listen - or probably S/someone E/else here - there are T/those here who are spiritually attuned to facing the darkness as T/their personal spiritual Path too. As an old chant used in some Pagan circles that borrow from Native American style paths runs - "I/i am a circle, I/i am healing (Blessing, whatever) Y/you, Y/you are a circle, Y/you are healing (Blessing, whatever) M/me Unite U/us, be O/one, United, W/we are O/one" i find singing this and saying Words of Power for my Master, according to His faith and my own daily comforting, as i found having a memorial tree planted for Him a comfort. But each must find T/their way through the pain according to their own belief-system or lack there-of. Blessings and Peace be with you my friend i would like to add that to many today - 8/1/8 is a day of Power in the turning of the year, a very spiritually/psychically charged time - and there was a total ecclipse today in Asia and parts of Russia, even the cosmos was reflecting the "total ecclipse of the heart" and nature itself seems to be acknowledging Your loss. i don't know if you can find comfort in that, but it is something that i would find comfort in, so i pass it on in a feeble attempt to comfort. Matrika - ye olde Crone - back out of the broom closet again also and primarily known as j/L Papa's owned always: still proudly wearing His Collar and Ring, rest in peace Beloved Master/Husband! "Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose" Janis Joplin Edited 2 Aug 08, 6:24 AM by 662-935-655 4 Aug 08, 8:12 AM jerseystara US(OH), 7 mths Y! Peace & prayers,hold with You that a life lived well,celebrated and remembered will always remain. A favorite quote of this one is "Tomorrow is never promised,take charge of your life today" At His feet,tara 5 Sep 08, 1:21 AM Kea_Dan CA, 3 yrs Y! Thank you folks Appreciate all the good words Be Well Kea_Dan 5 Sep 08, 6:55 AM meriaton US(MN), 3 yrs i'm so very sorry for Your loss, Sir. In this one brief post she struck me as a very brave and beautiful soul. The Cities of Dust hold dear one new and shining star. Lo, there do I see my father. Lo, there do I see my mother, and my sisters, and my brothers. Lo, there do I see the line of my people, Back to the beginning! Lo, they do call to me. They bid me take my place among them, In the halls of Valhalla! Where the brave may live Forever! meriaton - slave of Akhenaton http://meriaton.byethost12.com/blog/blog4.php Sometimes a sense of humor is the only sense i have! 6 Sep 08, 1:28 PM Kea_Dan CA, 3 yrs Y! Tal Akhenaton, greetings to meriaton if permitted. My thanks to your Homestone Be Well Kea_Dan 6 Oct 08, 3:09 PM anjuli UK, 18 mths My Master and I send our deepest sympathies. We know what it is to lose such a one from your family and wish you strength to find again the joy in life. deka was worried about her slave number and profile here and I focused on the latter in my earlier reply hoping to help her save you pain. However, as you have revisted the question (and I am sorry I was away and missed it) I think I may not have been clear in my answer or moved on to slrns specifically. I am sure have seen elsewhere, Tanos say, that numbers once allocated are never used again. It is hers for all time. You can if you wish check that with Admin and delete everything safe in the knowledge that it will not be reused or you can leave it in memory of your slave. As to the profile, similarly, you need do nothing with it, or maybe you want a remembrance message left on her page... whatever feels right and good to you will be supported by us here, I am sure. I'm sorry we didn't know her better and I am truly sorry for your loss. anjuli ~~~ “I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman.” - Anais Nin ~~~ 6 Oct 08, 4:00 PM Red_Spark UK, 2 yrs So sorry to hear this news, my thoughts are with you at this painful time. I'm not very good at writing such words but it really is meant from the heart I assure you.